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lyrics

Sit in silence just to hear my heart struggle to beat
Got weary eyes mind and body disconnect when I sleep
Sleep paralysis, hallucinating sweating through sheets
Don’t disclose, rather suffer than expose where I’m weak
Hollow soul with the vacant eyes
Depression feeling all alone
Not a big surprise
Very distant far from home from those good feelings nothing can save me
Whispers in my ear say you’re just a little bit crazy
You know some of them days seem harder than others.
Close my eyes sink into my sheets then
Melt in my covers
Don’t wanna face the day
Rather erase away
But what good will that do?
If Instagram remains
With my imprint ingrained
Still a nomadic teacher
Here since ‘94 building musical creatures
That speak to all types of folks in all different places
War against myself in the balance of life's stages
Life is like a RollerCoaster
I don’t know just where I’m supposed to be
What shall I see
What does this mean
Somebody, somebody find a place for me
Highs and lows truth be told
Watch the pendulum swing
Where it lands I can only hope the pressure won’t sting
I’m secure even with depression clamped on my wings
Learned to fly compromised
Look for lessons in things
Shadows whisper as I walk
They can’t be seen to the eye
Hear them listen as I talk
when hope recedes from skies
Then something sparks like a transmission
I take these little intermissions

Then like a phoenix
I’m risen out the dust of wisdom

Walking time bomb
with thoughts of Krylon
from days so far gone
they make for sad songs
But it never lasts long
‘cause ever bars a new dawn
My tribe keeps hope strong when I’m withdrawn
And life’s a decision
I choose to take control
There’s not one person on earth
who isn’t riddled with holes
I’ll be bold enough to say
that every chapter won’t close
You have to manage what you’re dealt
if living life is your goal.
Life is like a RollerCoaster
I don’t know just where I’m supposed to be
What shall I see
What does this mean
Somebody, somebody find a place for me
Anybody find a place for me
Somebody find a place for me
Anybody find a place for me
Anybody find a place for me

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from House of Helixx, released October 31, 2022

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